home!

I forgot how good it feels to be home! I haven't been back in like months and I didn't realize how much I missed it until I arrived yesterdy. Everything around me is now what I have known my whole life yet it all seems so distant. After moving, I have realized there is a lot more to this world than Hancock County, MS. I really feel sorry for those who are not taking the opportunity to get out and experience life outside of what they are used to. I am so happy that I have gone away for college, not too far, but far enough to be on my own and be able to see things in my own perspective. Being home brings back so many memories. I am still trying to figure out if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Sitting in my room takes me back to middle school and high school and really makes me think alot. It really is crazy how things change and how time goes by so fast. I never thought college would come so soon. Even though my home will always be here, I am happy that I am able to look at things from a different place and surround myself with different people. I do not plan on moving back home anytime soon, but I have realized that I need to come back and visit more and not forget about everyone. After all, home is where the heart is!

Living on Campus

Okay. I am fed up with living on school campus, it is absolutely RIDICULOUS. As I am typing this blog, you can probably tell that I am just a little bit upset lol. So it all started last Thursday when I was trying to go out with my friends . I get a knock on my friend's door around 11 30 saying that I have to move everything I have out of her room within thirty minutes or it will be moved OUTSIDE for me. I mean okay seriously who in their right mind would come to someone's door at 11 30. Yeah, I had been staying in my friend's room but no one had told me anything about it for months and I was unaware that I couldn't do it. I went downstairs and pretty much told them what I thought about this and a curse word accidently slipped so now I was "on a different level" with this issue. They had to call the hall director and everyone else and call a meeting all because I said this curse word. I had even moved all my stuff back to my room without and further problems and just wanted to go out with my friends and have a good time. They refused to let me leave and when my friend came to the front desk and asked how long it would be before my friend and I were realeased they told her I was sick and shouldn't be going anywhere. I feel like I am in elementary school all over again... its so stupid that I cannot believe I am paying to live here. My next idea was to just move out into an appartment next semester with my friends. Once again, another problem arose, they told me I had to pay 750 dollars to move out. This is really crazy and I hope these issues will be fixed before someone else gets their college on campus living experience ruined. Sorry for venting I am just really annoyed about this!!!!!!!

SiCk :(

When will I ever get better? Okay, So I have been sick for over a week now, this is getting crazy. Last Thursday I went out with my friends and suddenly felt sick. When I woke up Friday morning my throat hurt so bad I knew I had to do something about it. I had never went to the clinic on campus before so I decided to try it out. Surprisingly, the visit went well and all of the staff members were extremely nice. They prescribed me medicine and all I had to do was walk on a room to get it. I was not able to go to work, and still am not able to go. I can barely make it through a class without wanting to jump out of the seat because it hurts so bad. On top of that, I have no voice. BUT that's not the good part. Last night around eleven, Scott Hall staff decided to come bang on my friend's room and tell her I had thirty minutes to move all of my stuff out. We all got into a big argument and it turned into chaos. I have to fill out all this paper work that goes to the supervisor and so on. I am so ready to move out of these dorms it is unbelievable. I feel like I am 5 years old. When I lived at home with my mom I came and went as I pleased and did whatever I wanted. This weekend I am getting away and going to stay with my friends in New Orleans and hopefully all of this will get better.

Time Goes By SO Fast

It seems just yesterday I was a freshman in high school. My high school years literally flew by. Everyone always told me that it goes by fast but I never really understood until today. Here I am, ALREADY a freshman in college. It scares me at times because I don't wanna grow up, but yet I know growing up is mandatory, unfortunately lol. I just want to make the best out of these years so I will always look back and know that I lived it up, I mean I don't want to make many mistakes that will cause me to not get my degree but I think I can juggle both at once. I am not looking forward to next semester AT ALL. I think it is going to really open up my eyes to what college is all about and I will realize how much time will be required when I start taking harder classes. On top of that, I just started a new job which I love. Everyone is so nice and I always get off early and it really is going to suck if I get so overwhelmed next year that I will have to quit. Having a job has always been a big part of my life. I am independent 100% and without a job I feel empty. ANYWAYS, I am SO STOKED for Halloween I think it is going to possibly be the best one yet!!!